Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Post-Christmas Post & much thinspo

























































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































































So who's been busy with Christmas festivities? I, for one. But I'm so so happy to be reading blogs again, everyone sounds pretty pumped up for the New Year.































Want to see my X-mas thinspo? Haha I love the friggen holiday so much- here's what I've collected.




































Sunday, November 28, 2010

Recovering... from Thanksgiving











So the title pretty much says it all. Basically I don't expect to lose too much weight over the next month but... we never stop trying, right? I think I'll ease out of this food stupor with a diet of 500 calories over the next week. After that is a friggen vacation and weekend-long food encounters/possible binges. Family vacations. Ring any bells? Anyway, that's what I'm in for. Not bad just awkward and slightly depressing I suppose. I guess that's what it means to stay strong.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Begining of holiday season. And thinspo.
















I know the holidays haven't officially started quite yet but still... I'm dyin to get to the new year, so I can focus without turkey and gingerbread and peppermint mochas floating around all over the place. And people saying "try this (fatness)" or "taste that (calorie bomb)". I know it's just something we have to get through. But ideally it would be nice to simply work all day, burn calories, and hang out with people on an empty stomach. I used to do that all the time.


I think I got too weird for my friends :/


Anyway. I've been enjoying reading people's blogs and thought I'd write a post of my own. This is what's going through my head at the moment.

HOLY... CRAP... Raining bucketloads and ridiculous thunder. Time for a storm :) Oh and here's some Katy Perry thinspo. I love her style, although not so much her music.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Habits


How many days does it take to form a habit? Around 21 to 66, and that's any habit at all. What is 21 to 66 days in the course of our young lives? Absolutely nothing. I've had EDNOS for alot longer than that. So if you look at it from this perspective, it should seem so very easy.

But in order to form a steady habit effectively, you really have to know what a habit is... Ok I'm pretty sure we all get the jist of it. Although sometimes I do need to mentally sort it out to plan ahead, I'm slow like that. Anyway, if you have the determination and will to do something day after day consistantly for up to 66 days, it will become so routine that you don't even need to think about it in order to do it anymore. It just becomes a customary thing in your life. Mindless starving. Effortless.

An absolute promise that all of us can be the girl we strive to be.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

11/14/10


STRENGTH. Don't quite have it down anymore but I plan to get it back. We're so powerful. We deserve to be, don't we?